My Study of Life

Can I?

2012-01-25T20:27:00.005-07:00

2011 Reads

2012-01-06T00:51:00.004-07:00

“The more you read, the more things you will know. The more that you learn, the more places you'll go.”

^{-Dr. Seuss}

^{2011 Reads}

A Disciples Life by Bruce C. Hafen=A+
I very much enjoyed this book about Neal A Maxwell. I would recommend it to anyone. I would also highly recommend studying it closely with Elder Maxwell's talks and BYU/CES devotionals.
Peter and the Starcatchers by Dave Barry and Ridley Pearson=A
One of my mission companions recommended this when I came home from my mission. Its an easy read all about how Neverland and Peter Pan came to be. I'm probably partial because I love the story of Peter Pan.

Touch the Top of the World by Erik Weihenmayer=A

Simply inspiring. A man who has hiked all of the major mountain ranges blind. It inspired me to look past my excuses. Great read aloud book.

The Hiding Place by Corrie Ten Boom=A+

Wow. If you haven't read it go to the library today and get it. She taught me so much about WWII, life as a prisoner, loving others and forgiveness.

October Sky by Homer Hickam=A

This is also a favorite story. The book is (of course) WAY better than the movie... which is saying something because the movie is pretty darn good.

1776 by David McCullough (audio)=A

I listened to 1776 during my long car rides. It was a great learning experience. Great writing.

Emma by Jane Austen=A

Its a classic. Enough said.

The Chronicles of Narnia (all of them) by C.S. Lewis=A+

This was my first time reading them. I literally couldn't put them down (even during my family vacation). They are also a MUST for every a. Christian and b. Child.

Beyond the Blackboard by Stacey Bess=A

Also an inspirational story about a teacher who taught in the homeless school in SLC. Quick read. Excellent voice.

Anne of Green Gables by Lucy Maud Montgomery (audio)=A+

Anne kept me company for a few weeks while I exercised. She was the perfect companion. Lots of laughs. Again, excellent writing.

The Help by Kathleen Stockett=A-

This might be the first time in my life that I have said that the movie is better than the book. A little slow. Easy read. Good story.

Pygmalion by George Bernard Shaw (audio)=A

Eliza also kept me company while I exercised. George Bernard Shaw is a fascinating read.

3 Cups of Tea by Greg Mortenson=B-

I have to admit it was an excellent story although I often got distracted by a. the poor writing and b. always pondering about why he would lie about his "experiences."

The Marvelous Adventures of Edward Tulane by Kate DiCamillo=A+

I received this as a Christmas present and read it all the next day. It is an easy independent read, however, it is a sweet story and quite thought provoking. I will reread it often I'm sure.

Goal #102 Lazyman Triathlon

2011-12-31T11:10:00.006-07:00

#102: Complete a triathlon

Well... we sort of... kind of... completed this.

In other words... we actually DID complete 26 miles running, 115 miles biking, and 97 laps swimming (approx 2 miles)...

Our team: Kelsey, me, and Afton

... all in one month!

Thus, the "Lazyman Ironman."

But I still think it counts.

I think we all learned how nice it is to exercise regularly. I developed a new love for cycling. We had some good roommate time. It was great.

One day I'll do this whole thing in one day.

Goal #26

2011-12-18T13:03:00.005-07:00

Goal #26: Earn a Bachelor's Degree

COMPLETE

Graduation! December 2011

Lessons I learned:

#1: Obviously I have learned plenty of... Patience - With roommates, professors, inconvient sleeping schedules, etc. Endurance - Like when you are sick and tired but have that last paper to write. Honesty- Have I done what I've said I've done? Have I kept my commitments? Psychology - only the best major out there. :)

#2: I have learned that I DO NOT have to be a perfectionist. Although I should do my best work I don't have to be anxious about doing everything perfect. Its not necessarily the grades that count, it's the fact that I'm learning.

#3: I have learned to count the small successes along the way. One of my professors made sure I learned this one lesson. It isn't about waiting to hit the big goal. If you do that you will struggle to find happiness and contentment with your work. However, if you count the small successes along the way it doesn't matter whether or not you have made the ultimate goal because you have seen success.

#4: The biggest lesson I have learned is that the Lord has his own timing for me. I distinctly remember writing down my 5 year plan at the beginning of my college experience. I was graduating in three years with honors, doing an internship in DC, going on a mission when I turned 21, then of course I was getting married. Well, here I am 6 years later. I didn't graduate in 3 years or with honors. I didn't do an internship in DC. I went on a mission when I was 22 and I am still very much not married...

BUT I got to change my major and study something that really fascinated me, I took the time (advised by my mom) for some fun classes like ballet, family history, snowboarding, and archery. I spent 4 months studying History, Politics and Religion in the Middle East and 1 month studying Art in Europe. I served in the greatest mission on Earth with the greatest people! The year proceeding my mission I learned the importance and application of the Atonement in my life through real experience. Since returning from my mission I was able to serve in many callings including as an Ordinance Worker in the Rexburg Temple and as the Relief Society President of my singles ward (post to come). I did an internship at the Family Crisis Center helping victims of domestic violence. I also had the opportunity of being involved on campus teaching a leadership class, coordinating all of the sports events on campus, supervising many of the service opportunities, counseling with the adminstration to develop the BYUI learning model, etc.

The moral of the story is: The Lord knows what he is doing. It is my job to trust his timing. My life wouldn't be nearly what it is without allowing the Lord to be at the helm. But boy... what a ride it has been!

Just some life lessons from a humble graduate.

The girls...

2011-12-15T12:06:00.006-07:00

I just have to admit that I adore these girls and am going to miss them very much!

September 2011

I'm going to miss Kendra's hugs and Thursday night movies.

I'm going to miss Kelsey bossing me around and picking fights with me... sorta. But I'm really going to miss her sweet acts of service and late night yoga in the hallway.

I'm going to miss Kylie's quick whit and psychology jokes.

I'm going to miss Afton's belly dance, her late night talks, and her laughter.

I'm going to miss Kristina and her sweet gospel insights and testimony.

Thanks girls for taking me in when I was homeless. :D

I just love you!

Goal #34

2011-12-10T10:44:00.011-07:00

Goal #34: Serve a mission

Suzzy and I

I did! haha. I have been home from my mission for a year, today. Crazy.

I was just having a conversation with a woman in the temple about what a blessing my mission has been in my life since I've returned home. The skills I developed have blessed my schoolwork and my callings, incl. the ability to organize, make plans, set goals, talk to strangers, teach, extend commitments, follow up, etc. My strengthened testimony and experience with the gospel has helped me ride through turbulent times. My desire to serve others has helped push me out of my comfort zone. Lifetime friendships were cultivated.

I don't think I really realized how much a part of me my mission experience would become. I didn't observably change a whole lot from beginning to end, but I know now that those experiences created depth.

I'm glad for the experiences I've had the last year to help me learn and grow, however, I'm admittedly a little "mission-sick" (much like homesick but for the mission).

Some pictures to reminisce:

MTC District

I loved this group! We had so much fun!

We tried for months to get Sister Price (LA) to church.

She finally decided to come to Stake Conference!!!

Sister Thacker's first snowman!

Sister Gunderson and Sister Thacker made me this birthday cake.

If you look close it looks like the ancient Bountiful Temple. :D

Packing by all means necessary!

You haven't lived until you've tried deep fried oreos.

Sometimes you just have to let loose and be a little silly.

Thanks Lins for teaching me that life lesson. :)

Five of the six sisters going home (at least we had each other)!

This summer my family went back to Ohio with me to visit. It was absolutely wonderful (and terribly humid)! I will always consider Ohio my home away from home! My mother has all the pictures. I only have two to share, but they were both GREAT memories!

I got to see my dear sweet Kate! Oh how I love her. She was my very first lesson. When I saw her again she hugged and tackled me into the pew after sacrament meeting. ha ha. It was so good to see her! And she shared her good news that since I had left her mother moved from Ghana to live with Kate and was baptized! Kate is on the left and her mother is on the right.

AND... I got to be with Jen when she received her endowments in the Columbus Temple. That will always be a cherished memory with some of my favorite people!

Well... one year down. Another one to go. :)

1 week

2011-12-09T00:18:00.002-07:00

Thanksgiving Thoughts

2011-12-02T13:41:00.003-07:00

I am so grateful for gratitude. No really, it's true. I learned some powerful lessons this last month. It was a blessing to be thinking of all the friends and family that I am thankful for. (The only problem is that I still have a huge list of people I want to thank!)

My thoughts have been lacing through gratitude the last few weeks for some other reasons as well. The conclusion I've come to is that there is great POWER in gratitude.

I've always understood and appreciated the principle of being grateful, but my dad taught me an even greater lesson. He help me EXPERIENCE the POWER of gratitude. Gratitude turns our hearts to God. It calms our fears and anxieties. It illuminates the abundant goodness in a sometimes scary world. Its guides us to potential possibilities.

Gratitude heals.

The moral of the story is I'm grateful for gratitude. I'm going to be better at using it.

Thanksgiving Tribute #30

2011-11-30T22:13:00.004-07:00

Maps

Isn't this photo adorable!

Oh dearest Maps, I would be super ungrateful if I didn't include her in these thanksgiving tributes. After all, 30 people in 30 days was her idea.

I truly find the Lord's puzzle work of life incredible! It doesn't matter how long or short a person is in your life. What does matter are the lessons you learned from them and the memories you share. Maps and I met a few years back. Congenial really. We had mutual friends. She was (and is) a bright happy light. It was easy to become friends with her. What I've never told her is how greatly she's influenced my life... and its been a lasting influence. Ironically enough, she's taught me the life lesson of gratitude. How perfectly appropriate.

One of my earliest memories of Maps was sitting around a campfire during a week long service project we were participating in. I noticed each night she would be writing in her journal. What I soon discovered was that it was a gratitude journal and that each day she would record the things she was grateful for that day. She had numbered each one and over the years she explained that she had accumulated several books full of these gratitude lists.

Years later I was working for a summer youth camp and was having a particularly hard time spiritually. A revelatory thought struck me and I remembered these books Maps had written. What a wonderful idea! So I tried it out... by the end of the summer my little booklet was full and so was my Spirit. I've carried on the tradition for several years now (better at times than others), but it has been a source of strength in my life for which I will always be grateful for.

In a recent Religion class I shared Maps' example of gratitude and these books she has written. My sweet perceptive professor (Elder Hammond) smiled and said that he can only image what it will be like for her at Judgement. Those books will be presented to the Lord and he will escort right into the Celestial kingdom. I couldn't help me smile myself because I'm sure that can't be far from the truth.

Thank You Maps for teaching me the power of gratitude.

Thanksgiving Tribute #28 & #29

2011-11-30T07:06:00.007-07:00

Kristi Lee

Taiwan 2010

Kristi is my honorary sister. She and I probably act more like sisters than me and my sisters. That might be because our mothers are sisters and we are only 9 months apart.

She and I have survived each other for 24 years (as of December 1... ha ha). Anyone who can make it through the adventures of childhood, the drama of teenagehood (I know its not a real word), and the independence of young adulthood is doing pretty good. I think we've done a pretty darn good job. Kristi has always been the sweet, calm, smart, hardworking, lovable one that I've had to compete with all these years. ha ha. But I love her anyway and am grateful for her example of excellence in my life. Anything she does, she does it 100%. She has wisdom beyond her years (yeah I'm calling you old). I am often the grateful beneficiary of that wisdom.

Kristi, Thanks for having sleepovers at grandmas house watching fiddler on the roof and laughing until 3am (sorry Cindy!). I sure love you.

No post about Kristi would be complete without a twin tribute to:

Holli Berry

Holli is the one that kept sanity between Kristi and I for all of these years. Really, really. She is the older, more mature sister of the three. :)

I am grateful for how much this girl has taught me about life (she is three whole years my senior). She has exemplified courage, being concerned about others, knowing what to say and how to say it, being involved, persevering through tough situations, and enjoying the ride. I've very much appreciated this last one especially. She might not be aware of it be she has an incredible optimism about life. I'm not sure I've ever heard her complain.

I love these two girls.

Kristi and Holli, Thanks for loving me through all those years of annoyance and being such wonderful cousins.

Thanksgiving Tribute #24, #25, #26, #27

2011-11-29T10:05:00.002-07:00

My Treasures

aka. My Aunts

L-R: Mom, Anna, Sherri, Cindy, Karen

I don't know how it came about but my aunts started reffering to themselves as their nieces and nephews' "treasures" and it's stuck. ha ha These are my treasures:

Anna: Oh Anna. Anna has taught me (along with my mother and other treasures) how to be a homemaker. If there was a Homemaker of the Year Award I would nominate her. Her 5 boys would probably nominate her too. 5 BOYS! ah! Oh and one very perfect daughter of course. All growing up I loved being at Anna's house because of the Spirit in her home. I also dearly love the way she and my mom interact. Kristi and I are still laughing (years later) at them.

Sherri: I covet Sherri's creativity. But you all should covet that Sherri is in my family and not yours. nienner nienner nienner Sherri is amazing, and her food is divine! I don't know how she does it but she has saved my college years and my party plans with her recipes. hmm hmm good I'm grateful for Sherri showing me that talents come in all shapes and sizes and I shouldn't be afraid to find mine.

Cindy: What do you say about Cindy?! She is... Cindy. ha ha All growing up all my friends knew and loved her almost as much as I did. She is the life of the party. But she has also taken the time to know the details of my life. She is an incredibly selfless server. I am grateful for her example of finding a need around the house or family and meeting it with no complaints. One day I want to grow up to be like her. :)

Karen: When I think of Karen I can't help but smile, really, I'm smiling right now. Karen makes me smile... and she makes me laugh... really really hard... regularly. Her optimism and humor have blessed my life countless times. I can't help but love being around her for the natural endorphins I get! She has shown me how beautiful life is and that I should make sure I'm enjoying it.

As you can see I have the greatest of "treasures."

Thanks ladies for teaching me the greatest of life lessons.

I love you!

Tribute #23

2011-11-29T09:49:00.003-07:00

President Mack

Mission Homecoming 2010

Just like President Hinckley will always be my prophet, President Mack will always be my Stake President. ha ha From the time we moved to Utah when I was 8 yrs old to the time I moved away from home (ish) he was my Stake President. I am so grateful for his example of righteous priesthood leadership. I appreciated him long before, but I realized on my mission how much of my understanding of Priesthood leadership was a result in what I experienced and observed with him.

I remember the hugs and the words of encouragement when I messed up a presentation at Girls Camp. I remember the words of counsel he shared when I prepared to leave home for college. I remember how he lead meetings by the Spirit. I remember walking into their home and feeling the power of the Gospel among their family. And I am grateful for his words of wisdom when I returned home from my mission about how to keep my testimony strong.

Thanks President Mack for being a righteous Priesthood holder.

Thanksgiving Tribute #22

2011-11-29T08:44:00.003-07:00

Grandma Merlene

Girls Day 2011

Oh how I love my grandmother. You just have to meet her.

My whole life she has set the perfect example of unconditional love and acceptance. For example, when I went to church with her this weekend EVERYONE knew her and wanted to come see her. I could see it... each person had felt her love and wanted a great big Merlene hug. A favorite image I have of that day was when this sweet (and a little awkward) teenage girl walked by with her eyes unconfidently down and before she even knew it she was wrapped in a hug from my grandmother who was whispering words of love and encouragement to her. Her glow was visible.

Another favorite memory of my grandmother took place a few years ago. We were celebrating my grandparents' 50 year Anniversary at The Little America. The weekend was supposed to be all about my grandparents but one day my cousin and I were sitting in the lobby when my grandmother comes over arm in arm with this petite, dark complected woman. We had no idea who she was but my grandmother eagerly introduced us to her. They had met years before when my grandparents had stayed in this hotel previously. This woman was an immigrant and had little family but the hotel. My grandmother had taken her under her wing and loved her like grandma does. They had exchanged letters for years after that initial meeting and considered each other dear friends.

That experience had a great impact on me. My grandmother doesn't look past anyone, she sees each person as a child of God and loves them accordingly.

Thank You Grandma, for teaching me how to love.

Thanksgiving Tribute #21

2011-11-24T10:50:00.009-07:00

Bugs

I love my little brother... I really do... I think.

A picture tribute would be in order.

California 2011

Brothers and sisters are as close as hands and feet. ~Vietnamese Proverb

Bridal Viel 2011

Siblings are the people we practice on, the people who teach us about fairness and cooperation and kindness and caring - quite often the hard way. ~Pamela Dugdale

Rocket Shoot 2011

It snowed last year too: I made a snowman and my brother knocked it down and I knocked my brother down and then we had tea. ~Dylan Thomas

California 2011

I, who have no sisters or brothers, look with some degree of innocent envy on those who may be said to be born to friends. ~James Boswell

New York 2011

I couldn't have asked for a more annoying, funny, ridiculous, hardworking, loving little brother.

Thanks Brandon for keeping me in line.

Thanksgiving Tribute #20

2011-11-23T21:51:00.007-07:00

Sister Painter I

Mission Homecoming 2010

This woman represents strength.

Her faith and determination have been a blessing in my life.

I've been blessed with the most wonderful family, my Aunt Marjorie included. She has mentored me through my mission and through life. I'm grateful I have her counsel and encouragement to turn to.

We go way back... to the gummy bear days. :) I've been stubborn and selfish in my few years but she has always provided an example of selfless service and patience.

Marjie, thanks for always believing in me and pushing me to do my best.

Love Sister Painter II

(My littlest sister calls herself Sister Painter III)

Thanksgiving Tribute #19

2011-11-23T19:08:00.005-07:00

Sister Thacker

Well technically her name is Andreanna Slade now :)

Summer 2009 in Fairfield, OH

Andreanna is a friend of ALL SEASONS. I had to laugh when I was looking at pictures of the two of us because, really, we have a picture in every season. Anda trained me as a missionary and then we ended up serving together for 9 months! (Exactly half of a Sister's Mission) I love this girl like my sister... probably because she was for so long. People even think we look like sisters. I think they even thought we were twins once.

She truly is a friend for all seasons. Really, if my car broke down I know Anda would be the first one at the scene no matter what length she had to drive (maybe Idaho is a little far from Arizona... but you get the point). She is a 1 in a million friend.

She was not only an incredible missionary and a powerhouse of a testimony she is one of the sweetest, happiest, hardest working, well-meaning "daughters of God" I know. She definitely had some endless patience with me in the mission field...endless. I will forever be grateful that she didn't give up on me. I am also grateful for her example of having righteous desires. I have long admired her practically perfect intentions in every situation she encounters.

Winter 2010 in West Chester, OH

Anda, really, thank you for not giving up on me.

Thanksgiving Tribute #18

2011-11-19T12:39:00.003-07:00

Kenna

Kenna is simply amazing. We were introduced a few years ago through a mutual friend and bonded over longboarding. :) Ironically, I haven't seen her since BUT I consider her a great influence on my life.

She is one of those people whose strength is heroic. Through trials and turmoil she has always come out on top (whether she feels that way or not). I love how she is 100% REAL. She doesn't sugar coat life but recognizes the worth of experiences. Although I haven't seen her in years her blog, emails, and chats have encouraged and uplifted me so many times. I consider her a true sister, an avenue of the Spirit.

Thanks Kenna, for teaching me that life really is worth living no matter how hard it gets. I sure love you!

Thanksgiving Tribute #17

2011-11-19T12:26:00.004-07:00

This one might be a little silly, but I am grateful for...

Jethro

I've been thinking about him a lot recently. Mostly due to the fact that I'm partially obsessed (is it possible to be partially obsessed?) with the Prince of Egypt. As much as I love the movie I also very much appreciate the man in the Old Testament who represented wisdom, righteous leadership, and the power of the priesthood.

However, I also love the character of Jethro, mostly because of this inspired song:

A single thread in a tapestry

Through its color brightly shine

Can never see its purpose

In the pattern of the grand design

And the stone that sits on the very top

Of the mountain's mighty face

Does it think it's more important

Than the stones that form the base?

So how can you see what your life is worth

Or where your value lies?

You can never see through the eyes of man

You must look at your life

Look at your life through heaven's eyes

Lai-la-lai...

A lake of gold in the desert sand

Is less than a cool fresh spring

And to one lost sheep, a shepherd boy

Is greater than the richest king

If a man lose ev'rything he owns

Has he truly lost his worth?

Or is it the beginning

Of a new and brighter birth?

So how do you measure the worth of a man

In wealth or strength or size?

In how much he gained or how much he gave?

The answer will come

The answer will come to him who tries

To look at his life through heaven's eyes

And that's why we share all we have with you

Though there's little to be found

When all you've got is nothing

There's a lot to go around

No life can escape being blown about

By the winds of change and chance

And though you never know all the steps

You must learn to join the dance

Lai-la-lai...

So how do you judge what a man is worth

By what he builds or buys?

You can never see with your eyes on earth

Look through heaven's eyes

Look at your life

Look at your life through heaven's eyes

Thanksgiving Tribute #15 and #16

2011-11-17T14:43:00.006-07:00

Grandma and Grandpa Painter

Wedding Day a long time ago :)

Why I am grateful for these two:

-They have taught me how to work hard, whether that be running a business or doing your family history

-They loved and raised 10 kids! One of whom happens to be my father.

-They loved and raised 40 somethin' grandkids! One of whom happens to be me.

(I don't even know how many great grandkids there are)

-They have persevered in the face of hardship (including health issues, family problems, death of loved ones, business aggravations, etc.)

-They love me for me. To them it doesn't matter what I do, but who I am. (Of course they encourage you to do the right thing too)

-They have always been so supportive of my goals and accomplishments

-I am grateful for their abundant wisdom

-I'm grateful for my grandmother's rice pudding (funny to be grateful for a food but if you tried it you would be grateful too... hmm hmm)

-I am grateful for their testimonies

I just love them.

Thanksgiving Tribute #14

2011-11-16T15:38:00.006-07:00

Emily Plessl

Snowboarding 2011

I know I have way to many cliche little analogies BUT...

If I was YIN, Emily is my YANG.

We make a harmony, a perfect balance. te he he

The Chinese symbol represents when opposites are in harmony they create a perfect balance. Emily is my balancer. :) Her strengths balance me. She is sweet and patient, calm and caring. Anything she does is 100% genuine.

Emily and I met when we worked at Badger Creek in 2007. (A long time ago!) I think I just loved her right off. I remember being in awe of her goodness and her sense of adventure. Needless to say we had some fun times together. Since then I've been blessed to have her as a mission companion (not really, just via letters), a roommate, an exercise partner, a shoulder to cry on, someone to be spontaneous with, someone to adjust to real life after the mission with, and, of course, my yang.

Badger Creek 2007

Oh Em, thanks for keeping me balanced! What would I do without you?!?!

Thanksgiving Tribute #13

2011-11-13T11:00:00.006-07:00

Shalyn Blackham

At the University of Bethlehem 2011

Shalyn is my Diana Barry. My "kindred spirit." My "bosom friend." ha ha I know the Lord knew I needed her example and influence in my life. We joke that she is my clone because she is always experiencing what I did about a year before. However funny and ironic it is- it does make for some GREAT debriefing discussions. Yes, I said debriefing discussions. Shalyn and I debrief life. Its true. Speaking of which I feel long overdue for one. ha ha.

Anne and Diana

I quite frankly don't know what I would do without her. She has blessed my life in so many ways. Her example of righteousness, integrity, hard work, endurance, love, forgiveness, selflessness, and sacrifice has given me the courage to try and live those principles myself. Her warmth and goodness to people has extended far past her perceived sphere of influence.

Bunkie, thank you for being my Diana.

Thanksgiving Tribute #12

2011-11-12T00:20:00.004-07:00

Flannel :)

Yes that is his name.

High School 2005 (ish)

What are best friends for?

-someone to talk to

-someone to go on adventures with

-someone to cry to

-someone whose hugs will make everything better

-someone to laugh with

-someone to call when you need advice

-someone to help you realize you were wrong

-someone to share inside jokes with

-someone to do nothing with

-someone to tell your good news to

-someone who will go to the grocery store with you

...and make it fun

-someone who will put up with you

...the real you

-someone who is patient with all of your ridiculousness

-someone who loves you anyway

-someone who helps mold you into a better person

2011

This man has been such a blessing. (I know I always say that, but I mean it!) He is a rock. I appreciate the way he makes me think outside the box. His conversations are meaningful and intelligent. I admire how he tries to understand the world around him. He has taught me the importance of pondering over current events, moral issues, scriptures, and doctrinal principles.

He is patient and kind and always willing to forgive. He has the gift of discernment. He knows when to be serious and knows when to have fun. (Although, I might prefer his fun side I definitely appreciate his serious one:D ) I know that he takes life and the gospel seriously and desires to do the Lord's will. He has taught me so much.

I couldn't ask for a better friend. Thanks Nathanael.

Thanksgiving Tribute #11

2011-11-11T23:34:00.003-07:00

Brother Ladle

There are some teachers that will never know the influence they have had on the world. Often they don't even know the influence they have had one just one person- their student.

I took a class from Brother Ladle before my mission. It was a Preparation for Eternal Marriage class (oh the irony). His teaching and testimony helped me gain a better understanding of the gospel and allowed an avenue for the Spirit to teach me the things the Lord wanted me to know.

Although his class was wonderful the thing I am most grateful for was how he seemed to reshape my confidence when I felt it had been shattered. It is hard to explain how he did it, but he did. He helped me see that I had potential when I really felt like I had none. I believe that is the definition of a truly great teacher.

Thank you Brother Ladle.

Thanksgiving Tribute #10

2011-11-10T23:20:00.005-07:00

President Gordon B. Hinckley

Everytime I hear his voice there is a warmth that flows through my spirit. He was the prophet of my youth, my prophet. His example greatly influenced my growing up years. I love him. I am truly grateful for him.

Thanksgiving Tribute #8 and #9

2011-11-08T23:13:00.009-07:00

My Sisters

NYC Trip 2011

Danielle

Dani has one of the happiest dispositions of anyone I know. She is always making friends and talking to anyone she can. I admire how much she loves people and how much they love her back! This little girl faces life with a smile even through her challenges. She has been such a blessing to me when I've been down and she shares her sincere concern and sympathy with me. I'm grateful for her constant love and encouragement.

She is a beautiful girl.

Dani and I at the Witches Festival 2011

Brittany

aka BB

This little girl brings so much zest into my life. Ever since she was a small she had a sense of adventure bigger than would seem to fit inside her little body. Her bravery blows me out of the water. For years I've been jealous of her self confidence. My sister who is 13years my junior can put me to shame when it comes to talking to strangers, making friends, or doing something daring.

One thing I'm most grateful for Brittany is her love for me. Her unconditional love and acceptance is a blessing. I looked forward to her letters on my mission, and I love getting her texts and calls now. And I'm always down for some sister time. She is a little gem.

BB and I after the Festival of Colors 2011

Basically, I have been so blessed. I love these girls.

Thanksgiving Tribute #7

2011-11-07T08:34:00.004-07:00

Grandpa Boyd

This man is my hero.

To this day, I have never met a more honest, hardworking, purely good man. His character is one I hope to cultivate by the end of my life. He truly is a man of God: full of integrity. One of the things I admire most about my grandfather is his attitude. Through years of diabetes and its related health issues I have not heard him complain once. Not once! (And here I complain about the slightest ailment.) He is my hero for the bravery and determination he faces every day with.

One of my favorite memories growing up is how eager my grandfather always was for me to show him my dance dresses in high school. (I secretly loved it.) He would appropriately ooh and ahh and I would always walk away feeling like a princess (which is pretty good for that high school self consciousness).

I hope I can live half as productive a life as he has. I love him dearly and admire what he has become and what he has done with his life.

Thank you Grandpa for being my example.

Thanksgiving Tribute #6

2011-11-06T19:19:00.003-07:00

Elder Jeffrey R. Holland

You don't have to meet a person to be grateful for them. I've never met Elder Jeffrey R. Holland personally but he has had a profound effect on my life... several times.

My first real experience with Elder Holland (I'm not counting watching General Conference for years and years and years) was in September of 2008. I was carrying a burden that I didn't think I could carry. I was broken. I remember sitting down to watch a CES Fireside on Sunday in late September with a fervent prayer in my heart for peace and understanding.

The speaker was Elder Holland. He spoke on "prison temples." He taught that often our most difficult times of trial can also be some our most sacred experiences. Those times that we are the most sad, the most lost, the most broken are the times that our Savior is closest. I felt the power of his words and I knew it was true. Even today, in my mind, I can still hear his declaration that "Heavenly Promises are ALWAYS kept."

Two other experiences that will always stand out to me...

1. When he spoke to the missionaries and outgoing mission presidents at the MTC my last week there. The one statement I will always remember is when he said, "Welcome to the work of angels, welcome to the work of the divinity." Wow.

2. And during my mission when he added his witness of the Book of Mormon during General Conference (and endeared himself to every missionary!) and declared he knew it to be true. I love that talk and have listened to it over and over. (Find it HERE)

What a good man of God and a righteous influence to so many! I really hope I get to meet him someday.

Thanksgiving Tribute #5

2011-11-05T08:39:00.006-06:00

Rachel Briggs

(at my mission homecoming. we hadn't seen each other in three years!)

This girl makes me so happy!

Rachel is the kind of person that lights up a room when she walks in. She has the light of Christ so strong that it just can't help but emanate from her. Her smile, laugh, and optimism are contagious. I have always admired her selfless focus on serving others. I have been the grateful beneficiary many times. The whole reason we are friends now is because of that selfless service extending a warm hand to a reclusive me. ha ha I was pretty standoffish from the social scene at the BYU Jerusalem Center where we met. Rachel, in all of her love and enthusiasm for life sucked me right in. I couldn't help but be her friend. No, really, I couldn't.

I will always admire the work ethic of this girl. I'm pretty sure one day she could be President of the United States if she wanted to. Although, I'm sure the Lord already has plans for her to be the General Relief Society President. :)

Rachel, thank you for being such a blessing in my life. And thank you for always offering the hope of the Atonement. You are a true friend... and I love your stinkin' guts!

Thanksgiving Tribute #4

2011-11-04T16:07:00.008-06:00

Ron and Sandi Hammond

(pictured here with my roommates and I)

I love this couple! Since I met them in January they have changed my life simply by their Christlike examples. I first met them when I took Teachings of the Living Prophets from Elder Hammond (he was recently released as a general authority). Sister Hammond sat in on every one of his lessons. I remember the first few class periods I could hardly take them seriously because they were so sweet! How could anybody really be that wonderful?! I quickly realized, however, that they were 100% sincere in their goodness and selflessness.

During my first few weeks as an ordinance worker at the Rexburg Temple I was pleasantly surprised that they were on my same shift. It was definitely a blessing to know someone and they took me under their wings and made me feel welcome. They have a way of making anyone they are with feel like a million bucks.

Countless times, I have been in awe of the depth of their relationship. I have never seen a happier or more Christlike marriage. They have inspired me to find the very best in people, and to treat my husband (to be) like gold. They have single handedly showed me how to live Goal #70: See the good in my husband (to be) and let him know. I will always be grateful that the Lord placed me in their path and for all the things I've learned from them.

Thanksgiving Tribute #2&3

2011-11-03T17:25:00.013-06:00

Since I'm a day late, I'm going to catch myself up with two of my favorite people.

My Father and Mother

(I used to call them Mother and Father all growing up. What a formal child)

My Father

Oh my Dad. I just don't know what to do with him sometimes. ha ha

I do know this... he has helped me out of many, many, MANY predicaments in my life. He has always seen the good in me that I couldn't see. He's helped me discover my dreams and passions and has always (deep down) supported me.

I have a deep admiration for him. I hope one day I can accomplish half of what he has. He has taught me how to give with a willing heart, how to sacrifice time and energy for the things that are important, how to be adventurous and create experiences in life, and especially how to make sure you show your family how much you really love them.

I love this man.

My Mother

My mother has been my guiding light. She has dealt with me all these years with such grace that I can't help but admire her! I can truly call her my best friend. I've learned so much from her example:

How to clean my room
...change a diaper
...iron clothes (...sorta)
...manage a household
...cook (again... sorta)
...talk to strangers (I can even call them on the phone if I have to)
...be a friend
...love unconditionally
...persevere trials
...look up (she is always reminding me to look up and not walk looking down)
...have faith
...serve
...have empathy
...trust others
among many many more things.

She is a blessing in my life.

To my wonderful parents, Thank You!!!

Thanksgiving Tribute #1

2011-11-02T09:11:00.007-06:00

I have the most amazing friends! Thanks Maps for the idea!

30 People in 30 Days: Thanksgiving Tribute

(Except for I'm already a day behind!)

Although these aren't going to be in any particular order, I would be very ungrateful if I didn't start my month of thanksgiving with thoughts of gratitude toward my Savior, Jesus Christ.

If only I could put into words the depth of feeling I have for Him. I can honestly say, I am who I am today because of Him. I also am where I am today because of Him. He has taken my hand and led me down a path of life I don't know if I would have chosen for myself, nor would I have received the abundant blessings that have come from it.

He has been my friend when I felt terribly and bitterly alone.

He has been my brother to guide and instruct.

He is my Savior, who offers me the greatest gift of returning to a loving Heavenly Father and there enjoy the blessings of eternal family life.

te he he

2011-10-31T12:25:00.003-06:00

I love this face!

This little man makes my life so happy.

I love you Ryan.

Learn more about Autism here.

Goal #32: Cowboy

2011-10-16T03:54:00.006-06:00

No, this isn't about A cowboy (ie. the man that should be marrying me) this is about Cowboy...He and I are becoming fast friends. I've been assigned to work with him like I was assigned to work with Milo a few years ago. You can track our progress here. I am learning so much in this Advance Animal Behavior Class (I had to take it again before I graduated because I loved it so much the first time). It is truly an amazing experience!

Success

2011-10-07T09:33:00.003-06:00

I saw this online today. It spoke truth to my soul! ha ha.

Food Part II

2011-09-29T19:09:00.003-06:00

Speaking of Food... this website is a college student's best friend...

its actually ANYONE's best friend!

You should check it out.

Put in the ingredients you have and it will come up with recipes for you!

Comfort...

2011-09-28T08:17:00.003-06:00

This was a BYU devotional given by Elder Busch. It was shared at church a few weeks ago and I've had to listen to it several times since. What beautiful counsel!

Food

2011-09-26T17:37:00.005-06:00

I have been obsessing about food lately. Mostly, I want to make sure that I'm avoiding imitation foods that don't have the same nutrients as real food does. I was recently referred to this site and the 100 day challenge. I think I'm going to do it.

Check out the website here. Lots of good ideas and recipes.

Happy Eating.

Goal #62

2011-09-22T12:46:00.003-06:00

Goal #62: Go on a formal date with my husband...

Well, I don't have a husband yet but until then this guy makes a pretty good date. ;)

Military Ball

Goal #26

2011-09-19T16:02:00.007-06:00

Goal #26: Graduate with my Bachelors Degree

SO CLOSE!!!

One semester left.

The greatest lesson I've learned from this experience is that the Lord is in charge and that he has his own timetable. If it were up to me I would have graduated years ago, but the Lord knows what he is doing. I just have to trust Him. But still...

SO CLOSE!!!

Today...

2011-08-29T15:08:00.004-06:00

Why today was so great:

drive up the canyon
beautiful morning
sweats
Sundance
a chocolate croissant
and quality time with my dad (he has this supernatural ability of being able to fix all my problems)

Thanks Dad!

#98

2011-08-22T14:10:00.004-06:00

I was recently asked to write about an event that changed my life so I thought I would share it here. It was a beautiful example to me of what I want to accomplish in my life, #98: help someone in need.

I often wonder about the “ripple effect” of life. How one small, individual choice can have a further reaching impact than could ever be imaged. I have found that some of my greatest learning experiences have come because of the “ripple effect” of others choices. It was the choice of a small Korean woman that changed my life.

It was a hot, humid day in southern Korea. However, I didn’t seem to notice. I was about to explore an ancient Buddhist temple in this quiet, pristine region of the world and I could hardly contain my excitement. The Korean culture was captivating to me and as I walked along that small dirt pathway I became completely enthralled with the native trees and plants that we passed. I hardly seemed to notice the people of our tour walking beside me. When we approached a grand set of stairs I did notice a woman, heavy and slow. She was already perspiring from the previous walk through the woods and was now preparing herself for a climb of a couple hundred stairs. As we began the ascent I quietly observed her struggle. She was forced to stop frequently to catch her breath and wipe the sweat from her eyes. I was proud of her for continuing on. After awhile I began to notice several small Korean women, each with their traditional worship clothes, quickly ascending the stairs. Unlike the many tourists surrounding them, they were making their daily climb to pay their devotions at the temple. What happened next caught my attention and my admiration. A small, petite Korean woman came up right beside my heavy friend and without hesitation slipped her small arm through the larger one and proceeded to assist her up the stairs. It was a small, but profound act of kindness. Not thinking to help I had walked idly by, while this small woman had seen a need and met it. She hadn’t thought about language barriers, religious differences, cultural intolerances, or even what this other woman would think. She had only seen a sister in need.

The ripple effect: How often have I sat idly by when there is a need to be met? How often do we, as people, get caught up with insignificant differences instead of focusing on our greatest similarities? What an impact we could have if we simply looked past those differences and learned to love and serve one another like this small Korean woman.

At the buddhist temple complex- 2007

To my mom...

2011-07-13T12:26:00.007-06:00

My Angel

My angel is a woman who walks upon the earth,

she shows me my potential and all that I am worth.

When I am sick she heals me and makes me feel all-better,

and makes sure that in times of need that we are all together.

When we get into all kinds of fusses in our life,

my angel comes out strong as a mother and a wife.

My angel has raised me to be good and kind,

and makes sure that I have a strong and intelligent mind,

my angel is my guardian. my teacher and my friend,

but most of all my mother till the very end.

-Breana Greathouse

Happy 50th Birthday Mom!

In case you didn't know...

you are the BEST!

Goal #49

2011-05-23T22:02:00.008-06:00

Goal #49: Stay in touch with lifetime friends

One of the greatest blessings of serving a mission are the friendships you make: companions, other missionaries, investigators, members, less actives, neighbors, complete strangers... the list could go on. Friendships have always meant a lot to me. That is why I wanted to set this goal in the first place. Plus, I've always thought that even though you might not see or talk to someone everyday the word "friendship" implies something deeper, something much more significant than just talking on a regular basis. And even though I might not see some of these friends from my mission again I like to think of there being a "heavenly bank account of rich relationships" waiting for us in the next life. Each friend a deposit to withdraw again and again.

ANYWAY... so the point of that small sermon was to say... I had the best weekend EVER with these two:

Sister Sunderland (Linsey) and Sister Pettigrew (Erin)

served with me in The Great Ohio Columbus Mission.

We had a little get together in Rupert, ID and had the time of our lives!

"Free Livin!"

Shoshone Falls

Horseback riding

(Erin and I are trying to set Linsey up with that young man who happens to be gazing at her... ha ha)

Sledding! Yes, in May!

Our "Deep Fat Fry Anything" Night

It was really nice being around people who understand why you are the way you are (ie. awkward). Mostly, it was just great being around people you love! Thanks girls!

Spouts!!

2011-05-15T17:27:00.003-06:00

Goal #10 Have a garden

I have sprouts! Which, I'll admit, is pretty good for my very brown thumb. Grandpa Boyd should be proud! I'm not past hope!

Welcome my windowpane cilantro!

Its a start #41

2011-05-13T20:04:00.008-06:00

A few days ago my good friend Derek was looking over this blog and reading a few of my goals. But when he spotted my 41st Goal he promptly began to make fun of me. (What good friends do, right? Make fun of their friends' goals.) This is what he saw:

Goal #41: Floss my teeth once a week for a year

Okay, I know its a corny goal. And to set the record straight I really DO floss; I just HATE it! Hence, the goal.

So this is my official declaration that the next 52 weeks are now dedicated to my good friend Derek.

But if anyone is to thank it is my dear mission companion Sister (Brittiany) Cahoon for introducing me to this lovely:

This wouldn't have been possible without you.

(And yes... I really did start a ticker to keep track of my flossing. My progress can easily be tracked by simply looking over to the left panel of this blog. Pretty convenient huh.)

Goal #75

2011-03-18T22:57:00.006-06:00

Goal #75: Hike Kilimanjaro or Everest Base Camp

No... no I have not hiked either Kilimanjaro or Everest yet, but I definitely have been re-inspired to try! My roommate lent me one of her favorite books called Touch the Top of the World. It's an autobiography of a blind man who hiked all the major peaks in the world... BLIND! Amazing! Definitely a good read! I would highly recommend it!

I've always been fascinated with mountains, with a particular interest in Everest. Its probably my dad's fault. He's always had a passion for Everest which is the reason we went and saw it a couple years ago. It is a magnificent mountain. I can't imagine climbing it. It was inspirational as our chartered helicopter flew up to 19,000 ft over base camp and all the trekkers. I wonder if I could ever really be there one day (that is IF I ever get back in shape... ha ha).

Our helicopter in the Himalayas

Everest Peak!

Little Monks

I'm back!

2011-01-29T13:04:00.002-07:00

Dear Blog,

You are still here! What a loyal friend!

Well guess what... I'm BACK! It's true.

I know. I know. It's been awhile. I'll report on that soon. I just wanted you to know I haven't forgotten about you and that I am excited to become reacquainted.

Lots of Love,

Sister Painter... I mean... Carlee

The Time is Come!

2009-06-09T08:03:00.004-06:00

12 hours and I will be set apart as missionary!

Wahoo!

Keep updated at sisterpainter.blogspot.com

or email my mom at ladawn79@hotmail.com for my address!

Therefore, let us cheerfully do all things that lie in our power;

and then may we stand still, with the utmost assurance,

to see the Salvation of God and for his arm to be revealed. D&C 123:17

See you in 18 months!

Hands off...

2009-06-02T22:57:00.002-06:00

Hands off boys!

Dear cowboy,

18 months buddy!

Love,

Sister Painter

Ahhh!

2009-06-02T09:36:00.000-06:00

8 Days and Counting!

Weekend Inspiration

2009-05-22T14:19:00.005-06:00

Last weekend I got to celebrate the eternal progress of these two incredible people.

My cousin met the girl of his dreams and married her in the Logan temple. I love them both dearly and am so excited for them.

Plus, I better get eternal points out of the deal because if it weren't for me who knows if he would have ever gotten his act together and asked her for her number :D

And I have to share! This picture was the highlight of my night!

They are simply inspirational.

Good thing I'm going on a mission, otherwise, I'd have to work on finding me that cowboy.

I thought it was time...

2009-05-07T18:27:00.009-06:00

To introduce you to my family!

I tried to make these as accurate as possible.

Dad: The work, work, work balding, "can't see a thing" most incredible man I know

Mom: The classy one who "can't see a thing" either that keeps our family together... and sane

Me: The cowgirl favorite oldest sister (and daughter) angel

Ry: The pirate/fireman costume should say it all

DP: The 17yr old teenager beauty drama queen

Bugs: The one who is taller than his older sisters and is going to be as big as a pro football player one day

Peaches: The twirling strawberry-blonde emotional bundle of energy

That's my family! And I love them!

Always...

2009-05-02T09:52:00.002-06:00

Ha ha! Sometimes I'm sure the Lord thinks we're not very good with our arithmetic either! :)

Especially myself! So I set a goal to write down ten things I'm grateful for everyday!

Temples

2009-05-01T08:36:00.007-06:00

Why we build them:

Why I love them:

Elder Bednar last conference said:

The Lord declared, “I must gather together my people, . . . that the wheat may be secured in the garners to possess eternal life, and be crowned with celestial glory” (D&C 101:65).
Within the sound of my voice are many young women, young men, and children. I plead with you to be worthy, to be steadfast, and to look forward with great anticipation to the day you will receive the ordinances and blessings of the temple.
Within the sound of my voice are individuals who should have but have not yet received the ordinances of the house of the Lord. Whatever the reason, however long the delay, I invite you to begin making the spiritual preparations so you can receive the blessings available only in the holy temple. Please cast away the things in your life that stand in the way. Please seek after the things that are of eternal consequence.
Within the sound of my voice are individuals who have received the ordinances of the temple and for various reasons have not returned to the house of the Lord in quite some time. Please repent, prepare, and do whatever needs to be done so you can again worship in the temple and more fully remember and honor your sacred covenants.
Within the sound of my voice are many individuals who hold current temple recommends and strive worthily to use them. I commend you for your faithfulness and devotion.
I bear solemn witness that the fire of the covenant will burn in the heart of every faithful member of this Church who shall worship and honorably hold a name and standing in the Lord’s holy house.

A Prophet's Prayer

2009-04-26T21:59:00.005-06:00

Every so often something touches your heart in a way that you will never forget. I remember the night President Hinckley gave his address to the youth, his famous 6 B's.

It was this moment that I will always remember feeling the special love of a prophet.

O God, our Eternal Father, as Thy servant I bow before Thee in prayer in behalf of these young people scattered over the earth who are gathered tonight in assemblies everywhere.

Please smile with favor upon them. Please listen to them as they lift their voices in prayer unto Thee.

Please lead them gently by the hand in the direction they should follow. Please help them to walk in paths of truth and righteousness and keep them from the evils of the world. Bless them that they shall be happy at times and serious at times, that they may enjoy life and drink of its fulness.

Bless them that they may walk acceptably before Thee as Thy cherished sons and daughters. Each is Thy child with capacity to do great and noble things. Keep them on the high road that leads to achievement. Save them from the mistakes that could destroy them. If they have erred, forgive their trespasses and lead them back to ways of peace and progress.

For these blessings I humbly pray with gratitude for them and invoke Thy blessings upon them with love and affection, in the name of Him who carries the burdens of our sins, even the Lord Jesus Christ, amen.

Goal #32

2009-04-23T08:10:00.020-06:00

Goal 32: Own a horse

Over the years I'm sure I've exasperated my poor parents into letting me own a horse. I was 6 years old when it all started. I'm 22 now. Poor parents. I have bugged them perpetually for 16 years now!

9yrs old

Well I still don't own a horse. Bummer I know. But I had a great experience last semester that came close to my goal.

I had to beg the teacher to allow me into his Advanced Animal Behavior class. I'm not an Animal Science major, I hadn't taken the pre-reqs, and he only accepts 10-12 students a semester. He didn't even know if I could ride. But somehow he let me in. And I will always be SO grateful!

Although its an Animal Behavior class, really it was a horsemanship class. We learn to work with horses. But it gets cooler than that! We learn equine psychology and natural horsemanship: learning to think like a horse and how to develop a relationship of trust. Oh man, after all my years of riding and training no one had ever taught me anything like that.

My semester project: Milo.

Each student was assigned to a horse- a difficult horse- to work with the whole semester. I got Milo. We spent at least 10-12 hours a week outside of class together. It took a lot of time, energy, creative problem solving, and hard work. Sometimes with little success. But by the end of the semester I realized Milo and I had come a LONG way. My goal was to build his confidence, and it wasn't until the end of the semester that I realize he had built mine too.

I wish I could explain in one post everything I learned this semester. Believe it or not, there are some POWERFUL doctrine and principles that I observed and learned through this experience. But I can't. It would take way to long, and my words probably wouldn't do it justice.

One thing I did learn, was the power horses have to heal. There is something truly incredible that takes place when we realize our duty to God's creations around us. Adam was given dominion over all the living creatures. Today we have that same responsibility to care for those beings, and to allow them the same agency that we have been so blessed with. My experience with Milo taught me to be more Christlike. I tried to develop the same relationship with Milo that Christ would have had with him. And in turn, I think it was a tender mercy for Milo to help me in my own healing process.

Hopefully my next post about Goal #32 is that I will finally own one of my own! I guess we'll just have to wait and see. Maybe I should just marry a cowboy.

Called to serve...

2009-04-13T11:30:00.003-06:00

Cincinnati Ohio Mission!

Reporting to the MTC June 10, 2009

High Anxiety

2009-04-08T15:55:00.004-06:00

ITS HERE!

Well its not here- here. It's in PROVO and I'm in REXBURG!

MY CALL!

So I just wanted to share that I have a major research paper that has to be turned in soon and all I can think about it getting my call, and how on earth I'm going to wait that long.

Pray for me... no... just for my paper. It's the one suffering from all this.

Create

2009-04-07T11:48:00.000-06:00

I watched this movie everyday last week. It seriously inspires me.

A thought...

2009-03-31T18:07:00.006-06:00

Missionary thought for the day! I love this one!

"Investigators are not only hearing our testimony of Christ, but they are hearing echoes of their earlier testimonies, including their own testimony of Him, for they were on the side of the faithful who kept there first estate and earned the privilege of a second estate. We must always remember that these investigators, every man, woman and child were among the valiant who once overcame Satan by the power of their testimony of Christ! So when they hear others bear that witness of Christ's saving mission, it has a familiar feeling; it brings an echo of truth they themselves already know. "

-Elder Holland

Challenge: Go bear YOUR testimony! To anyone!

Opportunities are plentiful if we just watch for them!

No call yet. So cross your fingers for tomorrow. However, we've heard they don't send out calls the week before conference. Bummer huh. Patience, Carlee!

Did you know...

2009-03-25T18:38:00.005-06:00

How are calls extended to missionaries?

Well if you didn't know, I will tell you.

All missionaries are assigned to specific missions by members of the Quorum of the Twelve Apostles, who have been authorized by the President of the Church. Each week, depending on the number of calls to be assigned, two to four members of the Quorum of the Twelve go to separate rooms at Church headquarters. After asking a prayer for divine guidance, they will sit down at a computer screen and one at a time, view prospective missionaries' pictures and information. Each missionary is then personally assigned to a specific mission and given a date on which to enter the MTC.

The way Elder Eyring described it: "We go into a room, and it will be a two or three hour session and sometimes longer. Because of technology, it is possible for us to have your picture and the information about you displayed. And then quickly, on that same screen, all the missions of the Church with all of their needs are displayed. Within minutes, and sometimes less than a minute, the impression comes so powerfully that it would be, if it were a single instance, something that you would never forget. Can you imagine sitting there for hours at a time, having that happen time after time without interruption? I testify to you that it is real...

...In a world so large, the Creator... somehow not only knows you but loves you enough to ensure that your call is where He needs you to go to teach the children of our Heavenly Father."

Um... wow.

BIG ANNOUNCEMENT!

2009-03-22T14:44:00.009-06:00

My papers have officially been submitted!

I will get my call in the next couple weeks!

Can you believe it?!?!

To guess where I'm going click HERE to see a list of all the current missions, then leave a comment! There will be something fabulous for whoever can guess the closest!

I can't even believe it! I am so excited!

Response to 2/25

2009-03-01T22:17:00.003-07:00

I was reading this today and thought I would share:

"The Lord gives us a "new heart' (Ezek. 18:31). Our heart has to be broken, in a way, so that it can be re-made. By that I mean more spiritual sensitivity, more empathy, and more capacity to be responsive to people. The natural man's heart is pretty self-centered and hard. If we can put off the natural man (see Mosiah 3:19), we can be given a new heart, and it will be enlarged without hypocrisy (see D&C 121:42). Adversity can squeeze out of us the hypocrisy that's there. [So, for me,] its been a great spritual adventure, one I would not want to have missed."

-Elder Neal A. Maxwell

Isn't he cool! Man... I love that quote!

Today has been a...

2009-02-24T16:11:00.002-07:00

College Life Part II

2009-02-19T20:00:00.009-07:00

Pretty sure these speak for themselves... :)

College Life...

2009-02-17T12:57:00.010-07:00

Before:After:Fastest way to get there:

Don't try this at home folks.

Goal #21

2009-02-10T13:47:00.010-07:00

Goal #21: Make a difference to a child

This actually happened while I lived in Israel last year, but it just recently occurred to me as I was reading over my 100 Things To Do list.

After we finished a grueling set of mid-terms a few of us went out to explore the Muslim quarter of the Old City for the rest of the day. On our way home we happened to pass by these little boys playing with sticks when I saw one of them was crying. He was so sad! I asked him what was wrong and he just looked at me with these big crocodile tears. The older boy recognized what I had said and translated for his little friend/brother. Once the little boy had understood what I had asked he held up his pink swollen finger that had obviously been smashed. Thanks to working at Badger Creek the summer before I always carried a small first aid kit with me wherever we went (which- believe me- came in handy more than once). So I pulled out a bandaid and put it on his finger.

Did it really make a difference to him? I don't know. But it did teach me something. I realized how easy it is to reach past culture and language barriers to help someone, even if it is as small and simple as a bandaid. But come to think of it that might just be the answer to the world's problems. :)

You never know what can happen when you influence the life of a child.

Best part about Tuesdays...

2009-02-03T18:58:00.005-07:00

Going on five years...

TAMALE TUESDAY

What?!?!

2009-02-02T16:33:00.007-07:00

Alright Groundhog, do you realize I live in REXBURG, IDAHO! 6 more weeks of winter is 6 weeks to long! Seriously! How am I supposed to excel in school under these conditions? Do you understand my nose hairs continue to freeze as I slip and slide on the ice running to classes at 7:45 in the morning! Not to complain or anything, but that can't be healthy! I'm not trying to expose your bad judgements. I'm just politely insisting that you recall your prediction and try again. I would be ever so grateful!

Current Study: Angels

2009-01-30T22:07:00.004-07:00

I can't stop thinking about them: the angels in my life.

I love Elder Holland's description of Adam and Eve's experience of stepping into mortality:

"They knew this telestial world would contain thorns and thistles and troubles of every kind... [And] God knew the challenges they would face, He certainly knew how lonely and troubled they would sometimes feel. So He watched over His mortal family constantly, heard their prayers always, and sent prophets to teach, counsel, and guide them. But in times of special need, He sent angels, divine messengers, to bless His children, reassure them that heaven was always very close and that His help was always very near."

I can't seem to get that out of my mind. Elder Holland continues, "Seen or unseen they are always near."

They are always near. My heart is full of gratitude for the many tender mercies I've received when I haven't been left "lonely and troubled." I have been sustained by angels, seen and unseen.

"Indeed heaven never seems closer than when we see the love of God manifested in the kindness and devotion of people so good and so pure that angelic is the only word that comes to mind."

It blows my mind the many MANY times a friendly hug, a sincere greeting, a look of concern, a check-up call, a small note, words of encouragement, a quick email, a simple act of kindness, a long talk, an expression of love and hope, or just a simple post on this blog has been a tool of the Lord, and the giver-an angel. I don't have words to express the deep gratitude for the divine help I've received from both sides of the veil.

I add my own witness to Elder Holland's, "I testify of angels, both the heavenly and mortal kind. In doing so I am testifying that God never leaves us alone, never leaves us unaided in the challenges that we face." I know now I can face challenges to come, both global and personal, both great and small. And even I can act as an emissary for another in need.

"I will go before your face. I will be on your right hand and on your left... my Spirit shall be [with you], and mine angels round about you, to bear you up." D&C 84:88

Hearts

2009-01-25T12:51:00.000-07:00

Do broken hearts heal?

You can do it!

2009-01-23T08:19:00.007-07:00

"I salute you as kingdom builders and as a generation of destiny.

A whole nation can be leavened by a righteous rising generation... You bright spirits could not have chosen a better time to be born, with more neighbors waiting and needing to be shown the gospel.

I know you have been properly placed because God did it."

-Elder Neal A. Maxwell

BYU Devo "All Hell is Moved"

Dear Mr. President

2009-01-20T17:54:00.003-07:00

Dear Mr. President,

Congratulations on making history today.
Please treat my country well.

A little concerned...

2009-01-19T00:32:00.002-07:00

A note we had to write our apartment complex managers a few weeks ago...

To whom it may (hopefully) concern:
Despite our three previous urgent requests our stagnant water filled, disease infested dishwasher is now leaking toxic waste. As much as we appreciate its efforts in helping us wash our floor, the toxicity of the rank liquid is contaminating the IAQ (Indoor Air Quality) of our once beloved apartment.
To our great relief no serious side affects have developed (to our knowledge). However, we are afraid that any day now one of us will wake up with a case of severe vomiting, discoloration of the skin (green is not good for the complexion), and possible loss of limbs, which would greatly affect our finals.
We appreciate any prompt action concerning this smelly issue. Thank you!
Apartment #8

Let it snow!

2008-12-25T14:04:00.007-07:00

Ryan and I made the BEST snowman EVER!

Christmas Challenge!

2008-12-18T10:39:00.007-07:00

# of pages in the 4 Gospels: 178

Days left until Christmas: 7

Experience of Reading the 4 Gospels in the New Testament to truly remember the reason for the season: Priceless

If you want to do it with me- it is 26 pages (rounded up) a day from Matthew to John!

Mysterious

2008-12-16T00:13:00.009-07:00

The Lord works in mysterious ways. He really does. But I guess its not so much the mystery of his works, but that He works.

I've been emailing a friend and was relating a few difficult experiences that have happened recently and I made this observation:

Something I've been contemplating is how sometimes we hit that point where we think we just can't handle life anymore. Yet, the Lord always seems to test our limits further. But when he does, and we realize we can't handle it anymore, we learn that we can find strength in the Lord when we literally have none left. And by doing so prove to God and to ourselves what we are actually capable of.

I'm realizing how true that is. The Lord has a heavy hand in our lives. He is there and he is actively participating in my life! But however true that is I've noticed that sometimes when life is hard it just gets harder. No matter how hard I pray (and work) it just doesn't go away, neither does it get easier for awhile. But I've discovered the Lord does it on purpose. I'm supposed to be learning and becoming something.

And those times that I just can't handle it, when I literally don't have the strength, he does. I find it in him. So when I do push forward and I keep enduring to the end is when I prove to Him and to me that I can do this and I do it with Him.

As my roommate would say, "What a blessing!"

Meet the roommates...

2008-12-09T14:46:00.007-07:00

I've always been grateful for good roommates. Thankfully I haven't had hardly any bad ones. However, this semester has been exceptional. So I want to introduce you to Apt. #8 (except for the men of course)!

As you can see we have done an incredible amount of traveling together. And we all know what great bonding moments you experience on various travels. I know its pretty amazing that those fat bodies can make it up such high mountains. We all seem to have some weight issues.
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So thank you girls! For being "such a blessing!"
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I would just like to note that I am the tallest person there!
(That never happens!)

A tasty treat...

2008-12-01T14:04:00.008-07:00

I shouldn't... but I do... and I like it!

Just combine a few of these:

*mint preferred

With a mug full of this:

*hazelnut is best

Hmmmmmmm. And enjoy!

It just makes me happy.

Study: Gratitude

2008-11-28T17:58:00.006-07:00

I'm a copy-cat! Thanks for the idea Shalyn!

100 Things I'm Grateful for...

My incredible mom!
Uplifting music
My beautiful mountains!
An all to sensible father who keeps me in line
Christmas lights! (Yes ours are already up)
A good education
Fall leaves
Disney movies
Trials that continue to remind me of all my blessings
Laughter
Phone calls from my grandparents
Hugs
True friends... you know who you are!
Family History!
Jamba Juice
My blog!
Snowball fights
Good memories
Temples!
Scrapbooks
My journal
Thank you Cards
New friends
Good crys... yes I am grateful for them
Rain
Snowboarding
The Spirit helping me along the way
Horseback riding
A certain country song I like to sing REALLY loud
Books
Conference Issue Ensign
Brandon playing football with me all day!
My quilts tied by grandma
My house
String cheese
Views that take your breath away
My little shadow... Brittany
Chocolate Cake
Missionaries: Sis. Briggs, Sis. Smoot, Sis. Jones :D
My bishop
Smiles from strangers
Pictures!
A good recipe
Journey... yes the Band
My super duper laptop
Spending time with my family
New markers
Catching up with friends I love
Familysearch.com Indexing! You should all do it!
Impromptu get-togethers
Peace
Quotes. I'm a sucker for a good one
My jeep!
Hazelnut hot chocolate...hmmm
Kind words
Those good people who fix my computer!
Inspirational moments
The scriptures
Those inspirational moments WITH the scriptures!
My cell phone. At least I think I'm grateful for it
Men who will change my oil so I don't have to
Hymns:
If You Could Hie to Kolob
O My Father
I Stand All Amazed
Lord I Would Follow Thee
Praise to the Man
Scarfs... especially in Rexburg
BYU Idaho
Piano Music
Opportunities
Service
Good Health
Highlighters
People who REALLY care, and don't judge
Times to sacrifice
The BYUI Activities Program
Ivie Family Christmas Party
Card games
My tennis shoes
Hope...I'm VERY grateful for that
Those times you feel your heart ache and the only thing you can do is give it to the Lord
My camera!
Jokes
Hitting my target heart for an extended amount of time! Yeah for exercise!
The Quiet Study Section of the library
Flowers
Sunshine
Modern Medicine
Warm homemade bread
Holidays from school
A competitive game. Me competitive?
Temple Square
Tender Mercies
People who are FILLED with optimism
Sincere Compliments
Elastics
The Atonement
The Gospel
My Savior

A night out...

2008-11-23T21:13:00.003-07:00

Daddy-Daughter Date: The Holy War Duel

I'm pretty sure this man is the best date around! There is nothing like wearing blue in a sea of red.

Me!

2008-11-21T10:41:00.006-07:00

Photos by Stacey Gold. Isn't she awesome!!!

Book Report: Running with Angels

2008-11-21T10:17:00.006-07:00

I really enjoyed this book. It's an easy read, but it has some powerful lessons about life and about learning to love ourselves.

It's Pamela Hansen's very real experience with morbid obesity, life's trials, and how to endure and overcome. What I really appreciate is her application of Ether 12:27 of making weak things strengths. Its a success story of self-mastery, and that is absolutely inspiring to me!

"Dreams can be achieved when they are turned into goals" (pp 185)

I would recommend it for a quick, inspiriation read! For sure! I'm going to have to go run a marathon now! :)

Goal #47

2008-11-14T09:39:00.009-07:00

Goal #47: Povide opportunities for others to "experience" life

Okay, Okay... I'm not sure if you consider throwing parties allowing others to "experience" life, but it has been a great memory anyway. And it's been a great experience for my roommates and I to have fun with people we love!

Every other Thursday we have a party and invite anyone and everyone we know. The first week we had a Carmel Apple Party. We had carmel apples with chocolate, toffee, nuts, etc. Hmmm! They were so good! Shalyn also made some delicious carmel popcorn. At the end of the night we had carmel EVERYWHERE! It was great for clean checks that are also every Thursday. ha ha.

The Thursday before Halloween we had a Pumpkin Party. I made some of mom's fabulous Pumpkin Dump Cake, and Natalie made Great Harvest's recipe for Pumpkin Chocolate Chip Bread. It was incredible! We decided to get a big game of signs going when people came by (one of the best games EVER!). We had a good time. But I'm still a little bitter I only got a small piece of that dump cake. :)

Last night we had crepes. Another personal favorite. Flannel, Natalie, and I couldn't get them off the stove fast enough. We ended up making 9 batches of crepes. Ha ha... seriously! We were a mess.... especially after our whip cream fight. Oops...

It's such a blessing to have good people in our lives! Like Ralph Waldo Emerson said,

"The ornament of a house is the friends who frequent it."

House of the Lord

2008-11-03T14:56:00.006-07:00

And I will manifest myself to my people in mercy in this house.

D&C 110:7

Rexburg has had some unusally beautiful sunrises this week. I happened to catch one on my camera and these are a few glimpses of what I saw...

It was incredible.

Things I'm lovin' right now!

2008-10-27T14:51:00.017-06:00

Quarter Slices at Great Harvest

(Everywhere else its free... but in Rexburg they charge the students 25 cents!) I highly recommend the Pumpkin Chocolate Chip! Hmmm!

Crunchy Leaves!

Fall is definitely my favorite time of year! I love the changing colors and brisk weather! I missed last fall since I was in Jerusalem. My mother knew how much I missed the leaves so she sent me a Ziploc FULL of them. Isn't she the best!

Frozen Grapes!

So I had never heard of anyone freezing grapes before this semester... but I LOVE it! It helps kick my popsicle addiction!

The Book: The Last Lecture

My grandmother recommended this book to me. It's a true story about a professor who got diagnosed with cancer and only has a few months to live. He is invited to give a "last lecture" and this is his story of his life and lessons learned. I really enjoyed it. If I was dying what would I give my "last lecture" on?

An Affair to Remember

I love this movie! It's a classic! It's got to be The Chick of all other Chick Flicks! Our apartment watched it the other day. The songs have been stuck in my head ever since. I just love this movie!

Our apartment Gratitude Wall!

We've been having so much fun with our "What a blessing" wall! For every blessing we can think of we make a dot and put it up on the wall! It's a great reminder everyday of the things that we're grateful for and what really make us happy. It's fabulous!

Goal #103

2008-10-25T12:30:00.003-06:00

I have a new goal to put up on my 100 things to do list...

Goal #103 Get my picture on a Jones Soda!

Beauty: Teton Valley

2008-10-19T11:21:00.015-06:00

Something I've been thinking about...

beau·ty

–noun, plural -ties.

The quality present in a thing or person that gives intense pleasure or deep satisfaction to the mind, whether arising from sensory manifestations (as shape, color, sound, etc.), a meaningful design or pattern, or something else (as a personality in which high spiritual qualities are manifest).

These are some pictures I took this weekend while thinking about beauty:

Just for me

2008-10-09T11:32:00.006-06:00

I got a voicemail from a favorite aunt of mine (one of my favorites!) the other day. I was walking through the parking lot when I was listening to it, and afterwards I had to sit down and cry. :) This is the quote she gave me...

Now remember:

You are braver than you believe.

You are stronger than you seem.

And you are smarter than you think."

-Christopher Robin

to Winnie the Pooh

Just remember that!

Goal #69: Learn to Cook!!

2008-09-21T14:49:00.005-06:00

French Coconut Maccaroons!
Yummy Yummy!

To make:

4 egg whites
1 tsp vanilla extract
1 cup powdered sugar
2 cups flaked coconut
1/2 cup flour

Beat egg whites until still peaks form. Add vanilla and mix well. Gradually add in powdered sugar, beating well after each addition. Beat until stiff and glossy. Fold in coconut and flour until well mixed. Drop by teaspoonfuls into lightly buttered and floured cookie sheet. Bake at 325 for 25 min or until lightly browned.

Book Report: Glimpses

2008-09-21T13:45:00.004-06:00

Glimpses Into the Life and Heart of Marjorie Pay Hinckley

This is an amazing, AMAZING book! I loved every minute of it. Sister Hinckley is so real. It makes it easy to relate and be inspired by her.

I want to share some of my favorite quotes, gosh dang, just cause I love them so much!

We are His children, and if we ever got that through our heads thoroughly, understood that completely, we would never do a small thing, we would never say a cross word, we would not use bad language, we would not criticize anybody, we would love everyone the way the Savior loves us (pp 11).

Shortly before we were to be married,Gordon called and said, "I think we had better go to lunch today." So we did and he said, "I think you should know that I only have $150 to my name." Well, $150 sounded like a small fortune to me. I had hoped for a husband and now I was getting $150 too! I said, "Oh, that will work out just fine; if you've got $150 we're set!" (pp 79)

Think about your particular assignment at this time in your life. It is to get an education. This is a wonderful assignment. Don't take it lightly. Give it your full heart and energy. Do whatever you have to do this week; and do it cheerfully. To do less than this will leave you with an empty feeling (pp 85).

Make life an adventure. Don't say, "Well here's another day." Say, "Here's a new day. What have I that I can put into it?"

And my all time favorite quote:

Elder Neal A. Maxwell once said, "We are here in mortality, and the only way to go is through; there isn't any way around!" I would add, the only way to get through life is to laugh your way through it.
You either have to laugh or cry. I prefer to laugh. Crying gives me a headache(pp 107).

This book is a must read for sure! Especially if you need a daily dose of inspiration!

Hard Times

2008-09-17T11:54:00.007-06:00

Solution:

1) Prayer

2) Country Music

4) Ben and Jerry's New York Super Fudge Chunk

100 Things To Do in Life

2008-09-13T09:15:00.009-06:00

I love life! I really, really do! We've been blessed with so many opportunities! Sometimes it just makes me excited to think of all the things we can do here in mortality!

A couple years ago I wrote up 100 Things I'm going to do in life and I decided (along with my personal history that I'm sure I'll write in my later years) that I'm going to write a book with my experiences with these things: If I ever did them, how I accomplished it, lessons learned, and even lessons learned if I didn't accomplish it. It's going to be so much fun! And I think it will be a great legacy to pass on! :)

If you've never sat down and written a list like this I HIGHLY suggest it! It has been a blessing to have during times that I've been down, depressed, and unmotivated. Its reminded me that there is so much to do and we only have one lifetime to do them! Anyway, if you get a minute I would definitely write one out. (Make sure 1-they are things in your control! 2-They are completable!)

Since this is a STUDY of MY LIFE I thought it would be more than appropriate to put these on my blog and track them. So here it is...

100 Things To Do in Life
In no particular order

1. Get married in the temple
2. Make friends with a Muslim
3. Write a book
4. Visit 100 countries
5. Raise my kids to be missionaries:
provide opportunities for my kids to learn and grow in missionary work
6. Attend the temple ever week for a year
7. Go skydiving or hang-gliding
8. Bake bread and make homemade jam with my kids
9. Sacrifice something I really really want for a stranger
10. Have a garden
11. Make a quilt
12. Do my genealogy and temple work with my family
13. Have a "library" in my home
14. Adopt a child
15. Love someone that I really don't like
16. Act in a play
17. Learn to arrange flowers
18. Provide opportunities for my children to understand the importance of temples
19. Lean to sew
20. Give haircuts (learn how first!)
21. Make a difference to a child
22. Learn a foreign language
23. Help troubled youth
24. Be fugal with my expenses... always
25. Teach
26. Get a bachelors degree
27. Get a pilots license
28. Go sailing
29. Snowboard confidently
30. Swim with dolphins
31. Own a dog
32. Own a horse
33. Go mountain biking
34. Serve a mission... and if I can't serve full time
than live the life of a missionary
35. Go to Real Estate School
36. Invest in several real estate investments
37. Learn to play piano confidently
38. Learn how to play the violin confidently too!
39. Give a significant portion of income... or $1 million dollars to different charities
40. Always pay tithing first
41. Floss once a week for a year
42. Create memories for my family working together
43. Go camping with my family
44. Go on a road trip across the country
45. Do something for my parents to let them know how much I love them
46. Live in a foreign countries for at least a year
47. Provide opportunities for others to "experience" life :D
ie. trips, parties, games, discussions, etc.
48. Start and Run a successful business
49. Stay in touch with lifetime friends
50. Memorize the Living Christ/Family Proclamation
51. Be a fitness instructor
52. Learn how and decorate my own home
53. Buy, Fix up, and Sell a home
54. Learn Feng Shui
55. Learn to fix my car and be "car literate"
56. Teach my kids to tie their shoes
57. Keep a book of precious memories of my kids
(Things the did or said)
58. Give people presents unexpectedly
59. Learn to accept compliments and give them freely
60. Magnify my callings
61. Develop an artistic skill and give something as a present
62. Go on a formal date with my husband
63. Learn grammar
64. Make something beautiful in representation of my love for the Lord
65. Write and submit an essay
66. Help on a political campaign
67. Help children develop their talents
68. Believe in someone
69. Learn to cook!!
70. Always recognize the potential and goodness in my husband...
and let him know!
71. Say "I love you" everyday for a year!
72. Help a friend come into the gospel
73. Do something special individually with each of my siblings
(while we are young, and when we get older)
74. Organize my pictures!
75. Hike Kilimanjaro or Everest Base Camp
76. Learn ASL (American Sign Language)
77. Get a masters
78. Work outdoors for a summer
79. Write letters to all my grandchildren and children
80. Have a sleepover with all my grandkids
81. Learn photography... make a portfolio
82. Learn to rock climb
83. Oversee a large humanitarian project
84. Host a foreign exchange student
85. Study Abroad
86. Have a lifetime pen pal
87. Start/join a book club
88. Ride an elephant
89. Take dance lessons... ballroom, ballet, swing, etc.
90. Teach kids how to invest their money
91. Learn to play tennis
92. Become friends with an orthodox Jew
93. See all the 7 wonders of the world!
94. TRY fish/seafood
95. Find a good way to support the troops
96. Get kissed in the rain
97. Throw someone a surprise party when they weren't expecting it
98. Help someone in need
99. Plant a cherry tree in my yard...maybe a plum tree
100. Always do the things I'm afraid to do
Recently added:
101. Do a bike race
102. Complete a triathlon

103. Get my picture on Jones Soda!

Remember

2008-09-11T10:08:00.003-06:00

"God is weaving his tapestry according to his own grand design. All flesh is in his hands. It is not our prerogative to counsel him. It is our responsiblilty and our opportunity to be at peace in our minds and in our hearts, and to know that he is God, that this is his work, and that he will not permit it to fail."
President Gordon B. Hinckley

Study: Water

2008-09-04T08:53:00.008-06:00

Man! Weren't the Olympics awesome! There is something about a dedicated athlete that just inspires me! Dara Torres was incredible! Even though she didn't get her individual gold I'm still impressed! And Michael Phelps... whoa! Now there is a powerhouse! I can't believe someone can swim that fast! It was so much fun watching him meet his Olympic goals (and kicking everyone else's butt)!

So I have a confession. I hate water. Actually, its more of a love-hate relationship. I love water. It hates me. Whenever I tell people that they don't believe me. I put on a good game face around water so you wouldn't usually be able to tell that we don't get along. Now don't get me wrong, one of my very favorite past times is looking at it when we're at the beach or the lake. Plus I really enjoy a good canoe, boat, or raft ride.

However, I've never liked it just me and it (unless its a bubble bath in my own safe bathroom).

Well I recently made a personal goal to complete a triathlon.... a mini one. Baby steps, starting small! And as you all know a third of that is... swimming. Yuck. "So what do we do? We Swim! Swim!" (Thanks Dory)

I started swim lessons yesterday. Ha ha... it's true! When I got in the water the instructor looked at me and asked, "Do you have a phobia of the water?" I laughed and asked if it counts as a phobia if I won't put my face in the water. She smiled and I'm sure quickly realized she had her work cut out for her.

I would like to announce that at the end of the day I had successfully put my head under the water MANY times! AND I learned how to dive in! (Special thanks to Flannel and Jason! You guys ROCK!)

So thus begins my study of water. Wish me luck. I hope the next time I see you won't be at my funeral. ;)

Ryan

2008-08-31T19:05:00.006-06:00

A couple of years ago I developed this habit of signing "I love you" to people. Well yesterday Ryan, my autistic brother, was passing me in the kitchen and I stopped him and held up my hand in the ASL sign for love. Normally he wouldn't care what I had to say and would be on his way. But every once in awhile he'll let you connect with him and his world. When he saw my hand he looked me right in the eye and said, "I love Carlee."

Wow!

I didn't even know that he knew signs!

Now when I hold it up he says, "I love Ryan."

And I do! I love ya Ry!

Book Report: Count of Monte Christo

2008-08-31T09:29:00.011-06:00

What a good book! I've wanted to read this since high school, but I didn't get around to it until last week. I loved it! Just ask Casey... I couldn't put it down!

“There is neither happiness nor misery in the world; there is only the comparison of one state with another, nothing more. He who has felt the deepest grief is best able to experience supreme happiness.”

What I liked:
-The adventure!
-The tone the author chose
-The developed themes that represent the core of human emotion
-The developing of characters throughout the whole book
-Dantes relationship with God

What I didn't like:
-It wasn't a happy ending. Let me clarify-It was a GOOD ending-I'm just a sucker for happy endings.

Recommendation: Read it! And then keep it on the shelf for a rainy day. (Just to note: It's nothing like the movie)

My Study of Life

2008-08-29T07:21:00.004-06:00

Alright, it is finally time to use this blog as I originally intended-a record of 'my study of life.' So far I've basically used it to journal my life and travels, but I'm going to try and revert it to what I've always intended it to be. And the reason I'm posting this intention at all is so that I will finally commit! ha ha! Sometimes you just do what you got to do!

Life is to precious to just sit back and watch it pass by. We only get one chance, one life. Doesn't it just catch you off guard once in a while that you are alive! That the Lord has blessed you with this chance to prove yourself here on Earth. We get to live, love, and serve Him and those that we have been blessed to have in our lives. Wow.

You're alive. Do something. The directive in life, the moral imperative is so uncomplicated. It can be expressed in single words, not complete sentences.
It sounds like this: Look. Listen. Choose. Act.
-Barbara Hall, A summons to New Orleans, 2000

I'm terribly excited to use this blog for my studies, projects, and findings. I've been doing this in a notebook for years but its time to get it organized and share!

The unexamined life is not worth living.
-Socrates

Love: Holly and Isaiah

2008-06-29T09:11:00.012-06:00

Holly and I have been great friends since high school when she sat behind me in seminary my junior year. She is one of the sweetest, most genuine people I know! In July she is marrying the love of her life... Isaiah. I offered to take some pictures for them and we had a TON of fun! So I thought I would post of few so you could see. Let me know what you think!

Home!

2008-06-20T17:02:00.004-06:00

I realize that I completely left out Budapest in my blogging. I apologize. You have to understand you can't get much done when you only have 20 minute intervals on a super slow computer in the middle of McDonalds which is the ONLY internet available at any respectable location. Yes, I did just call McDonalds respectable. Actually, I wish I would have taken a picture of it because I've never seen a classier McDonalds establishment! I'm serious! It was beautiful... well almost. To bad the food tasted the same. Yucky.

Budapest was a delight. The first highlight: Turkish Baths! hmmmmm! It makes me happy just thinking about it. Just imagine beautiful, elaborate thermal baths and soaking for hours. Yep. It was amazing! Another highlight was running into a long time high school friend who is serving his mission in Budapest. It was so much fun seeing him! Let see what else... Getting stuck in a downpour of rain after church in the middle of "Pesht." It had to have be hilarious to watch the three of us in dresses and heels sprinting a half a mile to the metro station. Oh... and Peach Sundays. Delicious. It was more of an indulgence than a highlight since we kept going back for more.

Me and Baxter Elder (aka Elder Baxter)

To serve as before and after pictures: Above is Before, Below is After

A Budapest indulg... I mean highlight.

Since I've been home: I'm trying to recover from laryngitis. I can hardly squeak a word out. This morning my dad was laughing at me when my little sister asked why I keep speaking so funny. I tried to laugh by my attempt ended up even more awkward than my speech. Other than that I've been enjoying my family and the sunshine. Summer is here and I'm ready for it!